Tripping over conversations,
Scrambling to understand, clumsily,
Perceptual confusion, a proper reflection in hindsight
Flopping across a map,
Scattered, unorganized thoughts,
Roving insanity, a proper reflection in hindsight
Lack of focus, inability to focus,
Indecisive, directionless wandering, or waiting?,
Frustrating and frightening, a proper reflection in hindsight
Uncertain identities, fearful of friends,
Hiding from experiences,
Harrowing human contact, a proper reflection in hindsight
Lack of trust? or instinctive suspicion?,
Clandestine airs or romantic projection?,
Rampant, unchecked paranoia, a proper reflection in hindsight
